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Old 11-11-2017, 12:23 AM
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I just want to tell you....I feel that I’m a good person, atleast my intentions are. I had a NDE in my 20s, I was going through some major ****. It was self induced, although not intentional. I also saw this grey area and fog.

I honestly think when we die, and we see that grey’s because our energy is confused. Like attracts like, it’s science....but it’s also spirituality. So many of us will see that that grey and emotions are confusing.

I do ask that you pray for his his confusion to be lifted, and that he see the truth, and light....and he feel his worth and love from this universe, amd God/energy/light. He’s not the only one who doesn’t......we all feel the way he did, and does.

I’ve had psychic experiences my whole life, even though I didn’t know what it was until I became an adult.

I’ve had most of my psychic experiences through dreams, that’s where my emotions come to light....that’s also energy, and my true self is shown. The afterlife is all about emotions, and our mind or beliefs are guided amd shaped through these emotions.

They say the eyes are the window to the soul, and I believe the eyes show our spirituality.

I saw my great grandfather after death through a dream, amd his eyes were dark and hollow, he was helping me...I called for his help. He was not evil, lost, or in dispair...but his eyes were dark and hollow....because we are all learning in our ways, and our own timing. It shows me, that my papa was still learning....he knew a lot....but he did not know everything. As good as he was, he was still searching for himself, his spirit, and his truth...the eyes are only glowing with color and vibrancy....when the soul knows itself, amd has found true self knowledge, and is at one with itself, and the source. It is not black and white, heaven or’s a a lot of grey in life amd death. What we believe about ourselves....

My papa was good, he came to help me....but his eyes were dark, he was no demon, no negative spirit, no deceitful entity.....he just showed his true self...his eyes were dark because he still hadn’t found himself, but he is still good. We all who haven’t found our true self, our God given beauty and truth, all have hollow dark eyes....because we do not spiritually see our beauty and truth, life or death.

I felt his spirit, I knew it was him, but his eyes were dark and hollow....because papa hadn’t learned his beauty, he made mistakes, his child died in Vietnam, he wasn’t a great worker, he wasn’t always a family man, or great husband, he was a WW2vet....and papa knew that. That’s why his beautiful blue eyes, that I had known.....were hollow amd dark, because he didn’t see what I saw. Papa was showing his,spiritual self....hollow dark eyes show that we do not value, and see ourselves as God does, and we do not see our true worth. Your sons friend still doesn’t, what happens in life, carries over into death....emotions and thoughts, they are our energy.

The message I am sending, whatt God has told me....Love yourself, know your self worth, not vainly, not egotystically....but truly and divinely love yourself...and only then, can you truly love others, and do Gods work.

Most of us have hollow, dark eyes, spiritually ....because we haven’t learned to love ourselves...the eyes show self love.

I will pray for this little sprite of light, to love himself....because that’s what he needs to know.

Don’t ever think God hates or rejects suicides....they reject themselves, but we still love them. They need to love themselves. But even people who don’t commit suicide don’t love the self, they have dark hollow eyes, spiritually.

If you all do not divenly, truly, Godly see who you are spiritually, no matter what spiritual level you reach....your spiritual eyes will be dark and hollow...they will show, no matter how good or bad. The eyes show,self love....the most important love.

Sorry for the typos.
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