Once, as I was leaving work, I got a flash of understanding about the impending death of someone. I ignored it, thinking it was odd to have such morbid thoughts. The next day, I woke to a phone call, telling me about his accident.
I was very, very upset and phoned my teacher, "if I'm going to receive things like this, I want them to be strong enough so that I can't ignore them and maybe I could have done something about it!"
"Oh no," she said, "we exist on many, many dimensions and if you had a piece of yourself that knew, a non-physical part of you was obviously there, with him and helping him through his path."
So... is it the same here?
I would meditate for - as HORACE said - alignment. If it is for you to change things, you will. If it is not, then you can have a small amount of peace knowing you were, and are, a light that shines the way.
Em.
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