I know he isn't happy in his current relationship, even though he is stuck there for now - but I know he is happy that I finally let my guard down a bit and shared my feelings - which is a very hard thing for me to do.
I know he isn't happy with his life and I'd like to see a picture of him smiling, but I know he's happy that I decided to stop running from all of this and confront it finally - I tend to be a bit of an ice-queen on the surface, but he can melt that exterior and not many can do it.
I know we'd both like to be together, but that is impossible...for now at least. We both are unhappy knowing that is the case.
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I am the creator of my own reality, so please don't get offended if I refuse to allow you to be the creator of it instead of focusing on creating your own. Thanks.
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