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Originally Posted by noxlumina
I wonder if I am one. I'm 41 and I've been coming to terms lately with feelings of... being different in drastic ways, from how I was my entire life. I can't describe it. It's like I have the memories of the person I was, but looking back at them, it's like watching a video of someone else's life. I don't even like the same things anymore. Yet I care deeply about the people closest to me. I used to feel like I was just drifting through life and didn't feel any connection to my body. I feel a connection now. It's almost as if I was a walk-in *before*.
I don't know what is different. I did go through some health issues. I use medical marijuana on a regular basis for some of those issues.
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I am no longer the person I was. I can relate to "it's like watching a video" when I look at my past. But I am not a walk-in. In my darkest times I would have never agreed to it. I always knew I had to figure it out for myself. 
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...nature does not know how to lie. It is such a simple observation, that there are no straight lines in Nature.
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