Hi Honza,

I am understanding this as well. I feel like I have a wholly female consciousness that is experiencing itself through a male body (this time around).
So it was awkward for a while, until I realized what was going on. Once I accepted my femininity I felt complete. It's kind of like all this trapped energy is released and one can move freely and uninhibited. It's very light and energetic.

The feminine is more associated with subconscious mind and feely-touchy, intuitive etc. ;-) You know the lingo. Even lots of women though do not have a good connection to their wild, subconscious nature. I would say the masculine is more about the habitual application of reasoned thought, planning and judgement. It's more entrenched in STRUCTURE and the systematic relationships; I would say more mind-centered.

Now the trick is to harness both the feminine and the masculine modes, regardless of body type or gender.

Personally, my gender is feminine but I utilize the masculine consciousness (And this body) to express my own femininity. So I remain female while simultaneously expressing the masculine as the other side of the feminine.

In doing this, one transforms and reverses the traditional masculine/feminine archetypes. What is masculine becomes feminine; what is feminine becomes masculine. Thus one can have their cake and eat it. You become trans-gender and can benefit from that immensely.

Also important to note... we need the role reversal element because feminine/masculine is not fixed or hard set. It's definitions change and can be easily flipped. Thus it's important to be fluid in how we use such terms; and it's open to personal interpretation.

I love what is beautiful and elegant and pretty. If someone says to me that that's not a masculine trait, then by God I am feminine and do not care! Of course the ultimate truth is that getting tingly sensations by smelling a rose is neither feminine nor masculine. It's Godly. We just need to play the game of duality. :-)