It's weird, I spent 13 years with it.
Then I just let it go, got over it, moved on, it doesn't affect me anymore. I feel no sadness or pain or longing to be with her, she rarely ever crosses my mind.
She's not awakened, but has that awakened side in her, she just isn't aware of it.
Will she come back? 100% no, and it doesn't bother me at all anymore. Coming to peace with it is setting me on a different path, I'm losing weight, I'm treating people better ,I used to be a mean person, now I have so much love and respect to give to the people in my life.
I probably won't be posting much here anymore, unless to give advice as someone that has been on the TF journey for 18 years and have come out the other side.
Peace
