In my case, a part of me couldn't accept the love I feel for him due to several reasons and a few things that happened between us. But oh well when I reconnected with him in the first ten minutes of our chat he said to me: "maybe there is something that you are trying to tell to youself?" While I was trying to tell him that I still loved him. I was feeling the strong love flowing between us. Thanks God he ended saying the he has always loved me but was bad at showing it. How cute. How aware he was back in time. After 9 years without talking! But I still struggle to believe this. I mean, Am I a TF? Really? Amazing how one person can have such an impact in our lives :)
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