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The human side is my 'default mode' and Ashtar/Shiva is always on at me to make Him the 'default mode' and my human ego as the alternate modality. So far, we haven't reached an agreement on this. lol
He takes over whenever I reach an impasse in my spiritual development or needs to communicate with others in such a way that my own limited mind cannot conceive or relate. He will also occupy whenever I need 'recharging' from Source to continue my Earthly mission.
Sometimes it is voluntary, other times it is involuntary and He also communicates with me in the form of synchronicity, if I allow myself to rest in the awareness of the concomitant nature. I have had a relationship with this being ever since I was a small child, knowing Him as 'God' or that which went beyond my understanding of intrinsic perception.
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I am the creator of my own reality, so please don't get offended if I refuse to allow you to be the creator of it instead of focusing on creating your own. Thanks.
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