This is not a recent experience, and in fact this thread can also be more or less considered an ''one year anniversary'' thread to something extraordinary that happened about one year ago. On a sidenote maybe I posted this in the wrong forum and should be in the dreams section, but personally this feels like
MORE than a dream so my apologies for the inconvenience.
So, in all honesty I don't know how it started. All I know was that it started like a regular dream and I didn't feel anything special. I vaguely remember anything of the dream prior the moment where I somehow ended up sitting on a bed in a room that turned out to be my very own bedroom (I think) and then this female figure entered the bedroom. Everything became so vivid to a point that I remember the event like it was yesterday. So she/it didn't speak in any way towards me and for some reason I couldn't talk to her neither, as I was too confused and puzzled about what was going on and everything seemed to progress too fast for me to comprehend what was happening. Apart from her unearthly beauty, the female figure looked extremely young, innocent, and naive like a child or preteen, yet at the same time wise and intelligent as if she knew me even though I didn't knew her. She was shorter than me, had shoulder length dark hair, and a shiny face that seemed to emit a faint light. I kinda forgot about the clothes she wore but thinking back I could've sworn it was either a white robe or a white dress. As she entered the room, she didn't speak verbally but smiled innocently at me. Thinking back I have the impression that her smile contained a sense of humor as a reply to my ''what in the blue hell is going on here'' kind of attitude (although I wasn't afraid at all). Then things became really interesting as she started acting all cute. Without warning, she embraced me and smooched me on my mouth and I swear I could feel everything as if it occured physically. Although I could be wrong, I don't think it was meant in a romantic and/or sexual way but rather as a way to display kindness and benevolence. I didn't resist but allowed her to do her cute stuff with me because the physical interaction felt peaceful and soothing. After that she left my dream and everything became normal again.
Even though much to my disappointment she/it never appeared to me in my dreams again, I have a feeling it may have decided to linger around me and ''haunt'' me in my waking life. After that dream throughout the year I occasionally experienced a series of numerous paranormal activities and strange coincidences/signs up until this year, but not on a daily base. I code-named this being from my dream Sarah and indeed something invisible seems to answer to that name, but the one thing that deeply concerns me is that I have no absolute confirmation that this invisible entity around me is the same being as this angelic figure from my dream. For all I know it could be a demon or evil spirit taking on the disguise of Sarah to deceive me and win it's trust, even though so far it seems completely harmless (slightly mischievous at most) and I have zero reasons to indicate that it's a demon. But a certain teaching from religion that the devil prowls around like a roaring lion looking for someone to devour, and that the devil operates as an angel of light has been rooted so deeply into me that I find it hard to be trusting towards entities that seem benevolent, even if nothing demonic or scary occured in a whole year after the experience. Maybe I am just being paranoid and figuratively seeing ghosts?
That being said, I don't need to prove my experiences here to anyone because personally I have enough proof that none of this is my imagination fooling me. And I just know that this angelic figure in my dream was a separate intelligence acting on it's own outside my subconscious, because there's not a slim chance in hell that my own subconscious would go easy on me and spoil me with such a beautiful dream like that. Also, I can tell ordinary dream characters apart from real entities, because twice in my life I've had visitation dreams from real spirits (my dog and my mother) and all of those visitation dreams were familiar to this one.
But if there's anyone who knowns more than I do about those kind of things, I would like to hear your insight about what kind of spirit this could have been and what it wanted to tell me. Because as I said, there was no form of communication so even today after a whole year I still have a hard time figuring out what this being tried to accomplish. An interesting piece of trivia to share is the fact that this visitation dream happened several months after my mother passed away and I was having a hard time, so that may indicate that one way or another my mother may have been involved in it and sent something/someone down to watch over me, but that's just one of those damn theories that sound too good to be true I suppose
Either way, thanks for taking the time to read this and much thanks in advance to the replies.