Every path or view out there has a little different views on certain parts of what you are looking for. I know you consider yourself not having a path, but one thing I would suggest is put what you are researching down in a journal. Anytime that you find something interesting or what you are looking for write it down.

Once you have written down explore those branches that matter. Remember Belief can be just as powerful of a tool as path. Most paths are made up of many beliefs that help make that intent and will stronger.