Hey I hope you're doing a lot better. I know how it feels when people act weird towards you. Stay resilient. Don't let them trigger you, you are much greater than any low vibes that come to make you do things you don't normally do. Im also very happy to hear you found God.
Meditate. Focus on your center. You are part of Gods creation, and all its beauty. When you reach your center, you appreciate it even more, and you will be able to reunite with your loved one, everlasting, if its meant to be.
Namaste.
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