strangely enough, I'm no longer sure that 'freedom from suffering' is as good a goal as everyone thinks... from where I sit it seems like a lot of mistakes have been made simply because people love to hate suffering...
not that it matters, all I know about it really is that if I chase around after happiness like everyone else is I'm likely to get killed (again).
Personally, the only thing I really want is to have my life back, whatever it is that that means.
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