an oddity is that the huge fear which filled your mind had "promised"
that if you were to remain in an unenlightened frame of reference, that
"something" will come for/to you. it reminds me of the idea: if Mohammed
won't go to the mountain, the mountain must come to Mohammed..
it seems to be an assurance that enlightenment [or your hearts desires], will
certainly come to you. i presume that this would be in accordance with your
subconciously known will... summoning the circumstances to you, as if you
were unable to reach your joys due to fear.
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