" trying to work through some blockages and all ' ......."I'm not even sure of what the hurt is that needs healing (it's emotional not physical)".

I dont get it..........WHat were you doing then?.You assume you have blockages but you don't know what needs to be healed?.......That blockage, if there is any, has a reason for being there........I think there are safer ways to get these blockages removed or balanced or whatever you want to call it........