During a spiritual journey there comes a time when our ego will fight back so that it can regain control of our lives. The ancient mystics called this time dark days of the soul. It is a time of panic, anxiety, and fear for seemingly no reason at all. The only way through this is to bring it on. It is a sign that the journey that you think you are on is for real. This is a good sign. The doctors drugs can ease this, but this just post pones what we must go through.