Is feeling of detachment toward TF normal? Is it a phase?
This feeling of detachment started about a week ago. It began when I couldn't feel my TF during and after meditation. Then I stopped dreaming about him. A couple of days ago he called me and we got into a disagreement in which I felt slighted based on a work related promise he made.
Now I feel like an emotional brick wall (3D/5D) has been built between us. One that I am surprisingly comfortable with leaving in place. I know it is ego but I feel that I'm too exhausted to continue with this quasi-pseudo-friendship-connection.
I want off the ride. I've always been the one who's done the reaching out to him. I've made the decision to go silent--no more reaching out---no emails, calls, or face to face meetings.
How do I block him subconsciously though? I think he enjoys astral 5D encounters more than 3D ones. I just need some time to myself to heal introspectively.
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