shaya, i truly sympathise with you my luvly. you commented on my thread about my mamma & i thank you for that :-)
as you know, he is with you always. i lost my baby last month when i was 27wks pregnant so didn't get a chance to know her but i know she is now in good hands & being cared for. i hope it is your son that helps her as by your post he was & still is a very very special guy.
much much love to you sweety xx