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The first thing I noticed immediately is Chiron which is in between your sun and moon in Leo-5th house. im not sure how much you know about astrology so in case you aren't familiar with Chiron, I'll start by explaining what Chiron represents.
Chiron has been named the wounded warrior. It's something within us that has been so deeply hurt that it can never be completely cured. I know that may sound scary but it's really a beautiful thing once we understand the wound and learn to work with it. This represents the part of ourself that has experienced so much pain that we can use our painful experiences to help others. We can become healers through Chiron.
Your chart is set up like the natural zodiac because you are Aries rising and I calculate with equal signs. So your Chiron is in Leo which is in its natural house in your chart. When Chiron is placed here t tells me that you experienced painful situations growing up that inhibited your self expression. Here is an interpretation that has been pre-written that I'll clip in here because I think it's a pretty good interpretation, and it's really hard to type on my iPhone!!
Chiron in Leo (or the Fifth House) represents issues with one's vital force toward expression of self in a magnetic way. With this placement you may experience as painful your sense of who you are and how you express your individual self-hood. You have a strong desire, even a compulsion, to be seen on some form of public stage, to share your unique sensibility with others and move them or enlighten them in some way. Yet again and again you find yourself thwarted in your attempts to shine. You may appear shy, or feel awkward in the presence of other people. You may have had painful experiences in your formative years in which you were put down or been made to feel insecure. Or your basic sense of your own individuality may have been in conflict with that of important parental figures that were a powerful influence upon you as you were growing up. These experiences may have had the effect of causing you to be wary of actually coming out with who you really are. You may feel a strong sense of wanting to be your own unique and independent self, fully in touch with your inner being, but fail in the actual event. You may even have experienced radical blockages, such as accidents or other "acts of God" that have prevented you from achieving your full creative potential. You will continue to have painful experiences as long as these issues and their deep-seated emotions are relatively unconscious within your psyche. You may feel a need to help others in achieving their goals, rather than yourself. You may even make a career of helping others in this way, leading them toward the path that you might have taken yourself. This is valid as long as it comes from a place of no resentment for unfulfilled promises. It is important to try to become conscious of all your inner dynamics as you explore your life's path. Then you can shine out as a beacon for others, and achieve dramatic results in your own life as well, in ways you would never have dreamed possible.
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