Am I going about this the wrong way?

Sorry for my ignorance I am new in this thread and am use to being on threads that help or feedback is a lot more forthcoming - is there something I am missing? A protocol I should follow?

I ask for help 1 because I'm new but also because I don't know much about how "will" plays a part in reading for yrself - I seem to get spreads that very much say what I want and it's causing distrust in me because I wonder if I'm just willing the cards to show me what I want - is this possible?

Thanks again to those who have responded :)