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Originally Posted by PurpleMist
I'm sorry for not posting for a while, I had to bury my Dads ashes yesterday and I think it has started to hit me full on, that he's gone. I know he's still with me in spirit but I'm missing him terribly and am totally broken inside. I love my Dad so much and I miss him so much.
I feel this black hole and pain in my heart and soul that is like nothing I have ever felt before. My life just doesn't make any sense without my Dad.
I feel so low, I want to be with him, I want to hear his voice and know that he's there. I can't, so I've booked a counselling appointment, as I have to get help now.  |
I would concur about Michael Newton's book.
What popped out for me on your post is your line "I know he's still with me in spirit."
And this is really what we all have to understand. It's not a death. It's a transition. And it is natural. You will, in time, get affirmations that your Dad is still there. That will come when you are calmer in your mind. It's still early days for you. Ironically, when you are in an upset state, it will be hard for them to make contact.
I have probably written earlier, my husband passed over 7 months ago. It's tough. But at some point, you recover a bit. And at that point, for me, I started to "hear" him. Now other things happen. Thinking of him the other day and a table lamp mysteriously moved, almost falling off the table it was on. You will get signs, and these will help you.
Take your counselling. All help is good. But remember that everyone is different. You will recover from it and then you will have the knowledge to help others going through this.
Take care and big cyberhugs to you
