i grew up with my cousin, he was a few years younger than me, so we didnt really play together, and i havent had contact with him in like 10 years, so we werent close, so i dont think i would be able to see him/sense him, becuase he has no reason to come to me. I just feel incredily heart sore for his family, his mom and dad, are devasted.

Thanks everyone for your responses.