There is no joy in knowing what cannot be known,
Seeking explanations for the inexplicable,
Going around in circles, getting nowhere,
What use is it?
In the process, I forgot that which I loved until I felt nothing,
Closing my heart off to you in all rationality,
Trying to think my way out of love...becoming totally miserable,
Letting this boat capsize on the waves of opinion.
In wanting to feel, I felt.
In wanting to love, I loved.
If my own mind cannot talk me out of loving you...nobody else can.
I love you, Shiva...but you already knew that.
Aum Namah Shivaya
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