Thank you guys for the thoughtful responses. I am so grateful for the people here on this forum. You each have something special and unique to contribute, and give it freely. <3
Im doing a bit better. I'm just a bit confused. Why my family wanted me gone and had no remorse. Why the most meaningful relationships never, ever work out for me. And why I decided to believe in a God that was never there to begin with. It is up to me to find myself, save myself from drowning in all the confusion and to wake up again another day and try to get it right. I hope this saturn return for me helps me to live in a better way, and not to worry about all these things I still don't understand.
Thank you for being there.
