I feel Ya alcyone ,,its full on at times mate ,,id love to be who i was once was ,seems nothing is good enough even if i explore that ,,i always seem to over love myself and crash ,, love in its softest form seems to be the way but that at times makes me feel weak and insipid ,,finding that balance between fem and masc isnt easy! but i guess we gotta keep going ,,trying ya know ,,much love and power to you!