Hello spiritguide,

I would say I agree with Jols.

Perhaps you still haven't let go of your ex and perhaps you're still stuck in the past with him. I am not sure if you have done this but try to forgive him and really mean it. We do tend to forget that our thoughts can sometimes have negative effects on us and maybe you're still angry or sad about what he did to you.

You should let go of the past-of the bad memories and the fear and replace them with love and forgiveness. No matter how bad you might feel always remember that he was weaker then you and that you were the stronger one.

Perhaps I've gone wildly off topic here but I hope it helps.