Hello Again, Yes it is said that it is the Darkest before the Dawn so now you will be able to see the light shinning through. If you can send me a PM or Email and send me your full name and Photo I will be able to do a check on you and see what else is affecting you. I am sure you are heading in the right direction as I have a good feeling that things are only going to get better for you. Small steps as they say. You have got so much of your life ahead of you to look forward too. I only wish I was your age again, with what I know now it would be fun,lol. Blessings and Love and Light, Clarrie