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Originally Posted by linen53
This touched me so much.
I'd have to agree with most of what they say though I've suffered a lot in this lifetime. If I had a debilitating condition I'd want my life to be over sooner than later. But I'm touchy about suicide. I commit suicide in a previous life and I was very disappointed in myself once I was on the other side. It made me heap trauma on myself in this lifetime to make up for it.
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I feel the same way Deb, I feel I committed suicide once, carelessly died in another accident, and joined a war where I died. Strangely enough, I saw this all in dreams, as a male in those lifetimes.
The trauma, I feel like every single one of those lives, I have crammed all the learning and karma into this one. Every single one of those lives I have been slowly and steadily balancing that karma, I just know it, inside....and it ain't pretty. People have no idea the karma for committing suicide, is a slow hell on earth. Of course there's still good times, but there is a lot of devastation, too.