You are at the threshold, the threshold of your inner self, very much like a portal. Its an important starting point to a journey of simply mind blowing proportions. Seek peace, stillness in your mind, always, yes, always, have love for every living thing in your inner, subconcious mind, focus without really looking on this beautifull blue pearl, its the essence of you, the nucleus of life, not on this earth or in this mundane existence, when it truly reveals itself to you, its no less than god, not the god of false religion , the true god, which is you, within you.