Thank you Michelle11
I need to adjust my beliefs to get past this. Identifying the issue isn't so easy. There's so many but to get past one before you get past the next....its worse than a jigsaw puzzle.
In regards to being unsure what I'm communicating with be it spirits/ego/negative enitities etc, whatever, I let my emotions get the better of me and felt fear. I got angry yesterday and thought, what the heck am I worrying about a bunch of words and daft dreams for. I've done what I always do....looked at it from a negative viewpoint thinking, 'I've been deceived, I'm being manipulated....boohoo' yet whatever it turns out to be I'm learning something from it.
It is what it is! Onwards and upwards