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It does suck! I feel like that is true, I get to the point where I feel ready then my insecurities get the better of me, I feel I'm undeserving of the love and I know it always comes down to this. Thank you Perfection, God is my true desire but I feel I mess it up. I do sense that my life as it is cant continue, to completely surrender to Gods will in my life I need to change. I'm in a confusing place right now. The dream with this message I feel bad for the way I treat God, life sidetracks me and I hate that but I'm sure I will come into my full being when the time is right as I enjoy working on these things, I do hope so before it is too late.
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