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Once that I remember.
I was pregnant with my lover's child, only about two months in. I was upset and scared and angry all the time, because i felt i was not ready, i did not want one. And i didn't want it to meet the Fate my soul planned out.
In addition to that, my lover, who had finally gotten through to me regarding advice he had given about my spiritual dilemna, encouraged me to just do what i really want to do if my soul's path is so disagreeable to me. (Part of my soul's path was to give birth to a child and neglect it)
Well, i got up the next day felt a little crampy but blew it off and went to work. By about halfway through the shift, it was clear that i was miscarrying.
I was so relieved and so grateful :)
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“Because to take away a man's freedom of choice, even his freedom to make the wrong choice, is to manipulate him as though he were a puppet and not a person.” --Madeline l'Engle
Last edited by Shinsoo : 04-04-2018 at 01:30 PM.
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