you sound a right ole laugh,postitive thinking by the bucket load. i like the way you talk,very simialr to me i think.
my boss is on megga loads of drugs and she just keeps getting more and more by the week. one day soon she will die as we all know,her body will just give up and nothing will work drug wise. but the drs still dish it all out. then she spends £400 on tattoos instead of natural treatments to help her which she knows works and knows people to help her. i have given up trying to inform her of more natural things though. so im really pleased you are the sort that doesnt give up with self help. id buy you a tshirt with some wacky saying on if i could,something like"dont give up,lie on a foamy cushion and bash your hurty bits till they succom to your help" thats a rubbish example , but you get my drift.by the way i cant see smilies when i reply and see you put them.