Hi lonelytraveller,

I believe it was me who said that drugs, tablets etc. block up the energy system. From your words in the 'psychedelic' thread you seem to have had similar experiences with regards to 'drugs' as me.

Now, although I got myself off drugs, I next hit the bottle. Not really consciously either. I was just doing 'my' thing. That is the only way I can describe it.

I also took antidepressants. I took them for quite some time and quit the booze but in the back of my mind I knew that I didn't want to rely on drugs for stability of my thoughts. So, do you know what I did?

I come off them.

You have to KNOW you are strong and you have to KNOW you never ever give up! I cannot say anything more than this except to say that my life really did start to get better at that time.

My only advice to you is if you CAN KNOW that you KNOW you are strong enough and you CAN KNOW that you KNOW you can do it, then go for it!