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Originally Posted by Mojo Pan
Some days ago I woke up from one of the strangest dreams I've ever had. All I can remember is I was in a room or hall that was not part of this world, like the place existed In a pocket dimension, apart from our reality....or something. Anyway, a very (extremely) old person was tutoring me about stuff I don't remember at all, except two words : Undine and Gisleyne, the latter spelled exactly as I wrote it.
Now, since I've had this dream (I feel inside it was not a dream at all) something or a lot have changed/shifted in me. I cannot put it into words but it's like the...fabric of my reality and being is shifting, to what I don't know. So many things, beliefs and people that mattered to me before do not anymore. I feel more free and...relieved to a degree, since I am not a prisoner of addictions and obsessions of the past.
I researched those 2 words and only found that Undine is a water spirit according to Paracelsus, while Gisleyne (or Gishlaine) means pledge, mutual obligation. Both don't ring a bell inside me and this is the reason I post about this. I would be really grateful for every bit of info, insight any member here could share regarding this. Thank you in advance, Namaste :)
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here is another meaning for gisleyne:
http://www.meaningslike.com/name-stands-for/gisleyne
but from what you've said both meanings are good to your situation.
I also got a loose hit on the word 'pathfinder' - now granted that is a much more modern thing but it is strange how the synchronicities go together sometimes. I find that applicable to your situation as well.
Basic gist of it is, a lot of us are getting locked in tiny emotional rooms. Many of us can't cope with it at all and just shut down, but some of us go in deliberately, with the specific aim of finding ways to cope with the situation. This can be looked at as pathfinding, or as fetching a pail of water, or as finding something edible.
if you go in to learn to cope, what happens is the 'spirits' watch you, and anything you eat (ways you learn to cope) is also given to others who are less able to find ways to cope with their situation. Kinda like feeding the birds: but the first step to feeding the birds is finding them something edible and that is where you came in.
when you go into that they know what the burden is on you so you get a 'covenant' - when you've completed your task you get rewarded somehow. This is kinda like a contract that you signed before going in. I'm not sure yet what the rewards look like because I haven't been there and don't know if I'll even make it lol!
But the 'shift' you've seen - for most people such shifts happen very slowly and so there isn't much consciousness of any change until much later. But the same sort of thing can be used in a variety of ways as far as I can tell, for example there is a specific type of 'shift' people do when they are getting enlightened. This may be different in some ways from the one you've been given.