This is my last lifetime as well. And as Native Spirit has said, this has been a tough one, learning many difficult lessons.
Part of me is relieved to be done and the other part of me is sad to leave all this behind. The highs, the lows, the negative, the positive, the rush of emotions, the intimacy between two people. It's been a ride
But nothing is written in stone. I've heard of old souls coming back from time to time.