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Originally Posted by NoOne

This isn’t channelling strictly speaking, but the gods do send me prophetic dreams sometimes. These are lucid dreams, in that I’m fully present in my physical body, and I am a different person, living a completely different life and having a different identity. These prophetic dreams almost always take place in the future. I am always human in them and the other participants are also human, yet the location is not always earth. These future lives are shown to me to teach me about mistakes I have made in the future. This may sound counterintuitive but for multi-dimensional entities, which includes our higher Selves, past, present and future are no different from each other.

This time period and this current life is important to me, because all my future and past selves are being integrated into this one life and one body. I must learn all the lessons of the future, past and present in this life, because there won’t be another one, I am going back to source after this life, in fact I’m pretty much halfway there already. All future, past and parallel timelines and my selves in them will integrate into this present timeline and self, ending all of their material existences at once and culminating in a singularity of immense proportions energetically and an infinitemesally small size in spacetime. I will no longer be, from a physical perspective, yet I will become Infinite in spirit.

Last night I meditated on Lord Shiva and the Absolute. I have reached the farthest point away from our physical world that I think is possible, whilst still in this body. I was infinite Light and Love, nothing else. The universe looked small. I was present everywhere, even in places the created universe has no concept of. There are vast, infinite realms beyond anything we can imagine even beyond the abode of the gods. There truly is no limit to consciousness and we can never hope to comprehed infinity whilst in a finite form. We have to become the Absolute, to understand it.

Going back to the topic of future timelines, these are never shown to me in their entirety, I get glimpses of humanity’s future, usually just a couple of scenes from the life of a future self of mine, though I am always fully present in the experience and I have no awareness or memory of my „current” self. I am fully living another life, but I’m still me, if that makes sense.

These scenes often take place on space or another planet. Yesterday night I was on a spacecraft (it looked fairly similar to earth technology we currently have, perhaps a few decades or a century ahead of current technology), though I could only see a small section of it. We were hurtling helplessly towards a space station in orbit of a planet, that looked earth-like but from what I could see through a small window, wasn’t actually Earth. I was frantically trying to fix a malfunctioning part (and I can still see all of this very vividly now, including the part, the tool I was using and how I was trying to fix it). For some reason I didn’t fully trust my partner who was giving me instructions over a com-line ( I was in a space suit in an unpressurised part of the craft, but still inside it. I could see the space station, which looked like a more advanced and bigger version of the ISS, getting ever closer) and I made a major mistake. I somehow got paranoid (could have been due to the space environment, claustrophobia and lack of oxygen) and developed this disturbing delusion that she was trying to mislead me and I should do the exact opposite of what she was instructing me to do. When she found out what I have done all I heard was: „Well, you’re going to end up in a Wheelchair”.

I then realised the horrible truth, that I did the exact opposite of what I was supposed to and could not fix the malfunctioning part on the craft on time. I then saw that we were about to hit the space station. I felt this enornous impact, especially on my spine and I woke up in a start, feeling genuine pain in my back and quite a bit of panic. I get quite a few of these future-life „flashbacks” these days and they always contain an important lesson I’m supposed to learn. I can’t be sure, but from the feelings I had for her, I think I was romantically involved with this woman, she may even have been my wife. I went completely paranoid and failed to trust her when it most mattered, thus the scene ending in complete disaster for both of us. I felt genuine sadness and regret at my betrayal of and lack of trust in her. This mistake must have been bothering my higher self for quite a while. Again, don’t get bogged down with the fact that this happened in the future. It is immaterial from the point of view of the higher Self.

yeah, you have opened up to acquiring all of you. in doing so the experince happens. in this case through a powerful dream. details, emotions, and all. as it sits in the system it makes a home in you. filtering through the things. dissolving into the rest of the soup. a soup of bliss and silence. during the process whats important is that its happening. and then dissolving into oneself.

to be clear im only speaking from my personal experience. there could of course be more to it than what i suggested. the suggestion actually isn't one. but more of a sharing of what i have experinced.

i went through lucid powerful dreams and daily experinces of like being in a trance like experince. where i lived through time and space. nightly would be the dreams. daily would be the trance like things. for a couple years of living through perhaps some past of native american life. my only trust for the most part. or spiritual trust i guess i should put it. was with nature. to the point i would only sleep outside with the elements. through the rain a time or two under some trees with big leaves helping to block the rain. like living in two times at the same time. going through roller coasters of emotional memories and such.

for me everything mattered about what i was experiencing. and i think one may in that need that to fully bring back all of that back. then after all the dust settles it is like memories of memories. remember what i remember. but not living through it anymore. as all has dissolved into the self. but i found all of it is what makes us whom we are. not just what one has experinced in the current life. as all are one and in oneself.

its really all such a blast if one can ride through it and keep oneself toghether through it.