I never speak with my TF anymore as we live far away from one another. We were deeply connected telepathically while we were in close contact though so I completely understand the odd blend of real-world conversations and telepathy. There were times that my TF knew exactly what I was thinking without any verbalizations. We rarely spoke of our connection out loud, but both of us...knew. We knew so many things, but I wish we had spoken out loud more.
The telepathic connection is all that remains now. Sometimes for me, it's just a feeling. Sometimes, we communicate with what I can only describe as a touch. But, the weirdest one, occasionally I get a glimpse of what's really happening in his life. Like one day I found myself seeing his office cubical. And once or twice I've caught a vision of his bathroom or his parents' house. It's super weird, but after this many years, it doesn't even phase me. I just take what comes each day.
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