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actuality = actual existence, typically as contrasted with what was intended,
expected, or believed.
for you to have had the experience makes it "actual".
the truth of things may be somewhat at odds with what we've imagined
to have occurred... particulars may not be observed, and the mind might
manufacture details to fill in the gaps so as to provide logical continuity.
i think that your rat may have sensed itself "coming down" with some
illness, and it had climbed onto you seeking comfort.
i'm sorry for your loss; be well.
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