Reading (some are re-reads) all of these sporadically, alternately:
The collected letters of Abelard & Heloise
Various old, dry alchemy texts and books about ancient Babylonian/Assyrian religion and worship
The Secret Teachings of All Ages by Manley Palmer Hall
Various ancient PDFs and papers on the topic of depth psychology, birth trauma and mental illness, Jung & Greek myths, etc.
and 'Why Does He Do That? Inside the Minds of Angry and Controlling Men' by Lundy Bancroft
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