i feel that the most significant passage of your dream-story is where you've said:
"
I was meant to be going on holiday or I wanted too but I couldn't at this time".
i'm understanding this as saying that your 'divine plan' for yourself, at this time,
has been for you to relax and be in joy. i'm thinking that you've manufactured
some dramas to involve yourself in, which has prevented you from living in joy,
removed from worries and concerns. [maybe you've got an internalized
'judgment' in place, which demands that you be actively working towards
'improving' life at every waking moment?]
take a break from things, whatever 'work' that needs to be done will be available
for you after you've rejuvenated. you
could "fly your car up into the sky"
if you want to, and spend some time in that starship.
