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There could be a number of reasons for this feeling. I will give some ideas but may be very wrong so nothing's written in stone!
One possibility is you may be coming up against concepts which you as yet have no personal experience of, yet you are a person who needs that in order to verify something.
So to you, even though you may try to keep an open mind, what you hear really sounds like so much "guff", on a gut level of processing information.
Sometimes if we hear about, or are exposed to something which is "out of time" (i.e. we will appreciate it one day but as yet we haven't reached that stage) -that can cause some mighty rejections and disharmonies.
I actually feel that is a good and natural thing to happen. Things occur when the time is right, and the ground laid right for planting something new. They simply can't flourish under unsuitable conditions at the time. And our most basic instincts reject them, even though our minds may wish to understand them!
I have had some horrible reactions from glimpses of things "out of time". I remember that from my late teens. For some reason (?) I was given flash glimpses into something I simply could not cope with the concept of....but which indeed occurred later in life. When they did occur, I had just developed enough to be able to handle them (though they were very difficult) But knew for a fact I couldn't have coped at the age when those inklings first came to me.
It would have been much easier on me if I had not experienced that "leak of information" out of time and space!
Another idea to look at is the possibility of a low self esteem, and some of the concepts you may feel (again on gut level, not rationally) -that you don't somehow deserve?
Or maybe you are the type of person who becomes overloaded when presented with too many choices, and variables?
There can also be sometimes a certain fear barrier. Seeing if you can find the source of that can be helpful, if you feel that applies to you (?)
Fear can attend even the most positive and life-altering new alignments.
The last three ideas, you could take a look at and see if they might apply?
As I said....just throwing out some ideas. They might, or might not apply to you.
Go well, and wishing you the very best.
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