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Earthprowler-
I know what you mean by not being able to "feel" him after a certain age. I try and try and try to look into our future but I cant.
Sometimes Ive felt as if Im going to be the one to die young... but I dont think so.
When a friend of a friends was murdered (id only met her a couple times) a couple months ago I started having, not panic attacks.. but maybe just a really rushed feeling. I grew sad and scared and sometimes a little panicked.
People suggested I go see someone and get help but I knew I didnt need it...
I found out a mother of 3 was murdered by her husband (one of the friends best friend) and the feelings went away..
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