[sapphirerose]

I miss one of my soulmates like crazy. This man is an extended family member of mine... he is my uncle (by blood). Despite our blood relationship, I am very aware that we have a deeper soul bond in comparison to the karmic relationships I share with my other family members. My awareness of our soul connection has developed over eight years, due to a countless number of synchronicities, events, and experiences.

Today, I just feel so down, and all I long to do is just drive to him and see him. Maybe I have too much time on my hands and am thinking too much. I'm off university right now and work part-time, so I have several days off each week. I don't know why I miss him so much. Maybe it's only because I can't have him. I just wish to be around him, to hear his voice, be in his home, be in his presence and just be near him when he's doing normal, ordinary things.

Over the past few months, I've made some major changes to my life and have been more open with my family about myself. For instance, a few years ago I came out as a lesbian, and recently introduced my girlfriend to the family. I have also changed my university course and career direction completely. He has said the most supportive things, and simply accepts me and my choices with no judgment or question. It's like he inherently understands me and my reasons for doing things. Knowing that he accepts and supports me unconditionally makes me feel truly happy and grateful, and even more emotionally attached to him.

We will be seeing him and his family this Sunday for a dinner, which I am (of course) looking forward to. Honestly, we don't even talk very much, especially when other family members are there, but in his presence, I feel so complete and at home. Is this actually normal or am I just obsessing? Do you miss your soulmates too? What on earth can I do?