[open2it]

The last couple nights I had some dreams and one made no sense at all.
The first dream I saw my brother sitting in a chair when I walked into the room. My brother died a little over 3 years ago which didn't make any sense why I had this dream but then it really got even more strange.

I started talking to my brother asking how could he be here when he died years ago.

He said he didn't really die. He said his wife and he had divorced and he moved to North Carolina. Years ago I believe he and his wife had a second home in NC but his wife sold it after he died. He said his wife and kids all know he didn't die.

He and his wife were happily married about 53 years before he died. His wife has had a very hard time missing him greatly. Two hearts of a love pod for sure.

There is no way I could tell her about this dream. I don't think she would take it to well.

Another night I had a dream I was going on a vacation in a place I had never been to before. We arrived by plane and we went into town. Somehow we got separated and then I got mugged. I was robbed of my wallet that had all my money and credit cards as well as they took my cell phone.

So there I was someplace that I didn't know anyone I could get some help from and my friend was long gone and with no phone I couldn't even call her. I didn't have a car and only had the clothes I was wearing. I didn't have two nickels to rub together and no credit card to pay for anything. I thought about calling my brother back in the states but I didn't know his number that was on my phone. I started thinking my future was looking very bleak and I probably would end up living and sleeping in the streets. I thought how was I going to eat since I had no money.

Luckily I was able to wake myself up. I have been able to do that in bad past dreams. I had to stay up a bit because when I laid back down I realized I was about to go back into the dream.

I quite often have had dreams where I was totally lost. I hate these kind of dreams. I often wonder are these dreams because I feel lost as to where I am going in life now that I retired.