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Originally Posted by django
Personally, I think let go of 'everything is Maya' and be a dualistic human being again, and work within duality to find the way.
Maybe google 'Rumi heart images' and see if his words remind you of your heart connection.
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Yes, my friend...it has to happen by itself...because trying to make myself feel it by looking at inspiring images and prose that I once found uplifting and full of love isn't working...it's like my soul sees right through my egoic attempts at re-opening my heart chakra
after the event!
I used to feel stuff worshiping Shiva...I don't feel anything anymore but just 'going through the motions' and 'faking it until I make it' again...but my deep inner self won't be fooled by this...patting puppies don't help either...nor going to the ocean...watching a beautiful sunset...It's as if I am drained of all emotion until only awareness of Self remains.
I just have to ride it out until it happens, I guess. Thank you so much for your kind and thoughtful words of advice and help.