Reading for moonincancer

Two of swords, five of cups, eight of cups, three of swords, ace of pentacles

It seems like you have your guard up in relationships and are, it seems, always ready to fight. The people you have been with, however, seem benevolent and it seems like they're not bad people. It seems that they are even willing to protect you and provide for you. You should take sometime to go on a retreat alone to do some introspection is the guidance I am getting for you. This way, you will find peace and recharge your batteries for a relationship. Perhaps you are just tired in relationships. I am getting specifically that painting will help you with this and that the retreat will help you forget the negative experiences. This time alone will bring about positive experiences for you in the realm of love. I also see that you take on a lot when you are in relationships, you overburden yourself -- this does not help the situation. You need to take time to build your own inner reserve before you take on so much to try to help others. Right now there is a lot of darkness regarding this but heeding this advice will help. I am getting that things only get worse in the relationships as a result of you having your guard up and not giving those you're with freedom to pursue what they want. It looks like you will be having another love come in your life-- the advice is to let your guard down a bit and try to enjoy yourself.

Question for traceyacey12

What is G thinking of me currently?