Originally Posted by DARKEST_HOUR

If you've read my story as well as the updates in previous posts I think you would be able understand a little better. Basically she gave me no choice but to become a runner. I also believe my ego believes if were meant to be together in this life, then she'll come back to me since she ended things with me. I feel I did all I could and I've learned and accepted that the situation is out of my hands.