I was raised in a very "end times " Christian house and had it beat into my mind that "jesus was comming back soon " and was convinced by my mother that I would not live best ny early 20's do to the rapture/ Tech and so because of my upbringing I was an extremely devoted religious person tye 1st 26yrs if not life and during that time I always tried to understand the book of revelation in order to try and know what was going to happen before it happened and although I learned alot along the way it wasn't until I started having an awakening right around my 27th birthday that really changed my perspective . I say all of that to say this .
Try not to get caught up in the worry of an end time situation and enjoy life
I an not gete to try and convince anyone that the bible is fake because I know from experience that if your not ready to leave religion then nothing anyone can say will make you see the truth but I've been on both sides of the fence and it's not a healthy way to live.