[Ihatethisugh1]

Got a GORGEOUS Lapis Lazuli in the mail today. Took off my chain to put it in my cage pendant and SNAP the chain broke. I don't see that as being any kind of a sign. It was just annoying. So I took a shoelace off one of my shoes and fitted a necklace for my cage and put the lapis in. My early perceptions are a little unclear. Seems kind of complicated, like there is a lot jumbled up. Maybe that means there are several issues trying to jam their way into my consciousness. I feel there are insights but they're blocked at the moment. I'm trying to focus but forcing it won't help. I'll post a little later as my situation evolves.