this couldn't have been timed better...thank you mystical and thank you all for adding to it...
how do you deal with a hurtful act done by your sc? I'm crushed and have purposely withdrawn from msn chat (which is the only place we communicated the last few months-his safety zone, I now realize) - he can still contact me by phone or email..i've not totally cut myself off...but he won't....it baffles me why he won't...scared? on msn he has control...but he needs to know how much he's hurt me...don't know if he realizes it...this can't go on...with me always getting the short end, always wanting for more...I love him, but I need to love me more...